PiMGu-the life movie

2007-08-23T15:17:00.000+08:00

i missed ur!!

don't move to hostel!!!!!!!!!!!
so hard to meet up!!

updated.... happy?

=)

2007-03-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

lagging post

mon(29/2)
made vista with the guilin ppl
damn funny la they all
can die
then jia for lunch at BK
and the moment of truth!!
to dinner with my attachment MD
and a few of dad's frenz
seriously...with my dad's personality, it's impossible to imagine him having such cool friends!!
lol
and the MD is great as well

wed is start of training which i find useless
*esp when i came to china*
cause....
it's already all done up
thur also training

fri take visa with ai qiang after buying those fake games
lol
a day of cabbing man
we cab like 4 times tat day
anw i finally know the 24hr xin wan hk cafe is at kovan there
3words-WTF!?!?
damn ulu place!!
after collecting, it was raining like hell
ai qiang had a blast in the rain
while i just feel stupid
utterly stuuuuuuupid
cause directly opp got bus stop can cab
we walked a very very far dist

anw met up with kenny,jon n lynn for dinenr
NYNY!
ok. 1st time there...dun find it very very special
pub again
lol
but with the usual gang it's still ultra fun!!
edward came to join us
thou he dunno my frenz
and he kuku say help me drink when i play games
n in the end he vomit on the cab -.-''''
man... lame
not like i cannot drink and stuff

sat- fish n co with my besties!!
haha
finally a proper final meal before i come CHAI-NER!!
LOVED THE PRESENTS!!
in fact, it's infront of me now!!
collecting dust!!
oooops
another dinner at hougang
geeez...i'm turning into a pig

then while i was rushing to finish packing my bags
lilac asked me to go his hse to play mahjong with mingyang(jenny wa wa) and another of their sec sch fren
like 2am?!?!
ok
they asked me at 12am de...
it's me who cannot make it in time
n we played til 5am...dots...
only left for home after lilac had his stupid bath n gg for work
kaoz
i go home n die

and it's off to airport!!
thanks all for coming ar
gan ji bu jing
mrs sue tan for coming to send me off when i gave her damn lot of trouble
she din even scold me!!
and my relatives
there's the cbs from tt
as well as my dearies!
ps u all have to wake up early!!
n those who sent me msges...
it really comfort me when i walk into the gates

seriously it's quite ok when checking passport
but after the final wave of goodbyes and the turn into the area
it's really terrible
to walk the whole aisle ALONE
i just cried when waiting
a sudden whelm of afraid came over me
but now i'm glad at least i have some frenz n new found buddies here with my dad
it's really great
my dad is super nice to me here
i dunno why... he's allowing the shanghai ppl to come over this wk
n bringing us to hang zhou the next
COOOOL!!
i feel like i'm on holidays

2007-02-27T11:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm
hope it's not too late
good luck to jay tan n chua ke jun for btt!!
dun fail!! grrrr

anw happy birthday mich n wuya!!
woooot!!

2007-02-25T14:26:00.000+08:00

wooot!!
last stayover at my place!!
i enjoyed myself!!!!
thanks dearies!
1st time i slept at 5 to wake up at 7
having a car to drive ard is indeed diff

met bread n ah june 1st at bus stop
they almost missed me!! gosh!!
pathetic us can only telly :(
jia n mar came, then ug
supper with lilac at jalan kayu again
prata=pizza
had to fetch the piggies 2 batch!!
who are all constantly eyeing for food

since j is leaving cindy's hse
went to fetch him while the guyz walked back
my car too small la!! happy?!?!
ulu place
and sorry for my foul mood
psps
n my bad driving of course
anw sent them all to playground!!
no lights there also want to go -_-''''''

n i finally dua back that lilac!!
haha
dropped him off n did a u-turn
n some ppl ar... ali baba me say he want to come my hse
so since he was sitting on the ledge, invite him over
imagine him climbing the wall once more to come out
yesh!! thats for bluffing me!!
:P

next we had a split
the card gang n the wu liao gang
wlg used my youtube to laptop
n the cg opened gambling den
but by 5+ i cmi
so walked lilac home(1/2 way) n slept when the 3 8 ppl finally opened my door
i was locked out of my own room in my own house!!
wth!!

freddy was in the same jap class as me!!
wooot! but last lesson... -.-''''
so shragged
shopping at ms to get my stuff to bring over
and saw yz n qy!!
my parents dun even recognise yz!
since jesmine and gang were at esplanade
they came over to find me
yaya
i ps-ed them in the 1st place
haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AILI!!
i love retards!! muacks!!

here's an apology to all those toes i stepped on
rude of me to not pick up hp n reply msg
sry da jia!!
sorry i caused any problems!!
sry sry sry sry

packing up now is such agony.
even a few days travel is enough to kill my brain cells
not to mention 6mths.
i need to bring the whole hse there!!
geeeez
overwhelmed with emotions now
why on earth did i go sign up for OIAP?
why did i give in to pressure to go?
why i rejected the initial 2 places
to still go suzhou in the end?
why am i so DUMB?
telling myself after poly life, i have to go aust for years had no consoling effect now
i really fang bu xia everything in spore
my family
my life
n mainly, all my frenz...

the most ironic thing?
just before i go...
i'm having the best time of my life...
things are looking up for me
got my license to spin ard
starting to have a more org life
baoc promised to be a BLAST!
my frenz are all planning for more fun - in s'pore
-.-'''
i guess all the meet ups had an effect on me

never had guess he'll paid attention to me
once he commented "i dun see ur msn nick"
now he can initiate a conversation just based on MY nick
all these late nights together...
going OIAP was for me to stay away
now i have to forget everything here...
so that it wouldn't hurt so much when i'm going
hmmm
nothing bad i guess
thanks all the memories i have here...
but in the coming 7days left, let's give ourselves distance
:]

2007-02-23T11:14:00.000+08:00

briefing at sch was crap
waste of time n my $$
anw i still dunno what is weird abt gg in late tgt
tsk tsk
am i so insensitive??

went orchard to buy tixs 1st
poor me had lunch alone
cause my msg sent to the orchard working ppl were not heard
crazy *"!$&_"!£" hp
after mass pang seh
TT girls are here!!
ahaha
almost 2 yrs din see lina n aili!!
suyuan n mei ting!!
i see til sian. jkjk
i tink u all can rmb 1 or 2 of them as well!!

norbit was ok
my expectations for it was really high
so when it turned out this way
i tink i slept thru a bit of it
it's like bits and pieces here and there
not enticing

went party world!!
wooot!!
we went crazy!!
actually we were never normal before
we're the retard family!!

poor aili came after her papers
felt thankful np had our papers early
neoprints n i left early
we love the neoprint machine like mad la!!
haha
cause we can all infra the pics into our hp
woahhhhhhhhhhhh

2007-02-22T03:50:00.000+08:00

i love outings with dearies!!
lets have more!!
but next time, lets go elsewhere other than orchard, bishan n amk... thanks

for the last time... look at ur time
swear i'm going to tone down on my car stealing exercise
just came back from supper

it started with law bugging me
forcing me to go down when i was abt to sleep
ke lian de wo
turned out that yy, him n brendan had lost in jackpot
so they decided to come to my hse to play cards
-.-'''' x9324832
looked for jason n he tot we were kidding him.haah
slacked n illegal gathering at his hse playground
dad blasted at me to scram home asap
got home. feigned sleep n sneaked out
what a plan... :)
went to another playground
but *deh deh!!* the lights went off!!
ahha!!
so came to my hse
sneaked in all of them!! wow
at 1st i was winning...
then i lost $10 at the end
anw i really damn sheg nearing the end
night life is getting shorter for me

stole bro's car
supper at bishan is fattening, guilty n fulfilling :)
sent 2 amk guys home
where law n jason tried their hand driving my car
ok... i tried to be patient
but i tink i was too tired til i blasted at jason
lol.
ps law... tink i siao liao
not very nice to u also
then a nice uncle came over to ask if we are drunk
cause a rd block is just outside!!
what sia!! i dun have my tri plate!!
took another route home to find out i din on my headlights...
diaoz

anw he knew abt the suzhou thingy
hmmmm
heck ba...
i need to sleep now...
tata!!

2007-02-21T05:32:00.000+08:00

cant upload pics!!
urghhhhh

went to ah jun's hse!! haha
some new card games n mahjong
left early since mar have to book in n jun last min gt work
so they decided to come my hse!!
sry ar ppl
i din know my relatives go off so early
j dun cry k??
n surprisingly, my dad allow me to drive!!
ard the area -.-'''
went to the park!! whee!!
rode the spinning thing til i tink i still can puke now...

yz hse for mahjong
1st time gg in!!
then i drove all them back!!
sry my driving skills are like shit!!
but i proved that i DO can drive alone
with no accidents-YET
bt driving really made me sheg...

look that clock of your's
i slept like a log super early, 1+am
and by 3am i was on the rd...
stealing my dad's car ONCE AGAIN
cause a bloody moron-
DIN HAVE HIS HP WITH HIM
DIN SEE MY MSG
N REPLIED ME AT 3AM!!
so went to fetch him and have supper
no
breakfast at jalan kayu
wth -.-'''
since he's also learning to drive le
let him drove while i fall in n out of lala-land
i said let him drive til near our house de area...
but he drove ard the whole estate...
from 3.30 til 5+
even to the nearby estate... -.-///
til i really bth-
head still spinning (>.<) ug's fault!!

both of us act ma cham like theives
i stole my dad's key
he climbed out of his house... -.-///
yes
climbed
all a sudden he told me some of his childhood stuff
n i felt like i have none
he knows every nook n crook here
n i know nothing
that's how ignorant i am
14 yrs seem like fei de
star grazing (bo stars leh), swings, slides
i never know they can be so tiring...

he asked if i can go drive him to sch as well
go tgt
he still dunno i gg suzhou
n somehow...i dunno why...
i just dun feel like telling him abt that
he just kept probing n i dunno how to say
like so bad to dashed his hope of free rides
lol
anw once sch starts, he'll know...

2007-02-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm
this cny is freaking B.O.R.I.N.G
not tat there's any yr that is exciting
guess the aftermath of stupid exams are still within
everywhere i go, i'll fall asleep
even gambling n mahjong cant peak me up
and the ang bao $$ this yr...
pathetic is the only description.heh
a few relatives din come this yr
booooooooooooo

anw i kinda hate kids
nt as bad as ruihan thou!!
just that some are such a pest
my cousins made me think so
they can be cute of course
but most of the time...irritating

scatched my dad's car ytd!!
-.-''''
bt it's so minor, u cant see it without killing ur eyes
he din even blame me!!
weeheee!!
but i can see his flame of anger within
:(
weird huh...
after getting my license, i like being chauffeur ard
lazy to drive

haha. drying the roses i had for v.day!!
not sure if they are rotting or drying in proces thou...
reminded me of the zi lian us(me n yw rather) an wei-ing ourselves
buying flowers on the spot to exchange!!
geeez
i see wee chew online...
he's not dead after eating 5 packs of my cookies!!
so pls shut up hor ug...
he knows how to appreciate good food!!
even kj said NOT BAD!!

CYA ALL TML YA?!?
feel bad i ps u all when mar came out
sry ya??

2007-02-17T19:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
may all of u break the record of ang bao $$!!

no doubt it's going to be a FANTASTIC yr coming ahead
in midst of slacking...
my chair gave way...
i fell all the way to the floor!!
ouch!!

luo di kai hua...
and another proverb
zhi qi qi ren
i'm just suay...
who was i trying to kid??

ooo
i'm anti transvette or whatever they are called
attituded moronic idiot
i'm tempted to call the police for a IPO
how dare he threaten me when i did nothing to him
no.
her.
no.
it!!
bloody freak

2007-02-15T09:02:00.000+08:00

i'm willing to be a gupo forever
that is if all of u are forever!!!
lol
that sound so selfish...
but imagine having 10 dates instead of just 1...
ain't i just greedy??
hehe
love u guyz TONS!
aahha. those who cannot make it...
don't worry
fri is another day out

cant wait for outings everyday after exams!!
MUACKS!!
HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE DAY DEARIES!!

2007-02-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

exams are such heart-wrenching events
oh how i wish i can slap the sch
it made me more determined to go OIAP
and yup!!
THE SUZHOU SCHOOL ACCEPTED ME!!
now is whether the paper work can be done in time...
like helloooo!!
my dad actually got me the managing director of etonhouse intl sch!!
can u all believe him??
all this while we had been on diff frequency
i prefer SINGAPORE intl sch
he got me ETONHOUSE intl sch
talk about generation gap
tsk tsk

ahh ya... lets talk about sat...
met the dearies at j8...
after their autograph session with xiao zhu
ocean of ppl-a description of i can think of
ren shan ren hai!!
it's really so crowded til ug took xtra break!!
lol.
xiao zhu mei li attracted TONS of guyz as well!!

ooo
before i go into my crazy antics thinking about my exams
!*$£"£&^)!"~
gotta finish my spring cleaning -.-'''
found out the danger of light ytd
my lamp literally melt
....................................
it's only less than 2 months old??
disgusting!!
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
almost as bad as the cookies i'm baking now!!

2007-02-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

CMA is a flunk
kbox singing sound like a toad/frog/pig
i just woke up
bio clock all messed up
my oiap is in a dilemma
seriously i have nothing in life gg for me

haah. guess my surprise when i got to my seat in cma
i'm sitting directly inbetween jun han n adam!!
like how dots is that?!?!
i simply outblasted "mai lai la" loudly
n got stared by the invigilator
the 2 asses just laughed their heads off...
-_-'''' grrrrrrrrrrrrr

msn n msg are what i looked forward...
i need all the advices and encouragements
but i'm scared i'll commit the same old mistakes...
*keep low profile*

yeah!! tml gg out with dearies!!
a date with xiao zhu!!

2007-02-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

die die die!!
haven study cma!!
the only lect i attended is the common tests revision
like centriesssss ago
anw after gg to the revision meeting this afternoon,
i finally understand everything:
even if i chiong til i drop dead tonight, it's fruitless
so i went shopping n visit qy...
sighhhhh

can u all believe me i'm going to fail tml??
more imptly...
believe tat i didn't study!!
how come nobody believe!?!?
double sighhhhh

anw bro brought a super cute mixed breed dog home
prob is we dunno wat breed n if it's disease-free
he bit bro!!
but other than tat, he's super obedient!!
never made a single noise
to the extent i tink he's mute...
but dad dun allow 1 more dog at home
n angel fought with him the min they met
triple sighhhh

we have to give him up tml...
to think he followed bro for days b4 mum allowed him in
the smarty dog FOLLOWED/TRAILED him!!
even after bro left him in some ulu forest
he found bro n followed him...
can someone kind take him in??
he's quite small ya...

i tink i cant go suzhou!!
they not gg to pay me a single cents if i go there!! ahaha. like wth...
do i look like some sort of cheena, free labor?
damn them!!
hope my dad can show his mei li to help me get some $$...
haha

2007-02-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

life's unfair...
some ppl dun have to act cool to be cool
yet there are some who tried all means and look a damn moron
an idiot on bus blasted his cheena music so loud...
i cant help to soften up n give an advice to u:
get urself an EARPHONE!!
SAVE ME THE FUCKING TROUBLE OF GOING OVER TO BLOODY BASH U UP!

what's up with all the cheena-ing?!!?
the lib is supposed to b quiet!
but this cheena girl made me think racial harmony day is here
she wore a skirt with a TON of bells,
all a sudden i felt i'm on ah li shan
and she fucking dare to keep jiggling them, shaking her legs
arghhh
i was wishing tat the guyz ard her can rip her damn skirt off

sorry for my crude language
but i'm just stressed up
life's unfair
others dun study and still get high marks,
i dun study but i get screwed up marks
like wtf!!!
i really dunno what the moronic CMA is abt...

ok. my fault for not studying...
but i just damn... arghhh

2007-02-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

never believe a lecturer when they say they will call u...
anw ai qiang is gg bonkers...
he was talking to himself all along!!
GOSH!!
can u all ke lian him??

after exams...
ya...
i can wait...
crap crap crap!! lol

ls!! haha. i like!!
can slim down more
added back 1 more kg ytd!!
booooo!!
but i din make it to the cma revision lesson
crap

2007-02-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

today with dearies (again) is fattening
as usual...sighhhh
but i dun mind being the fattest person on earth!!

hehe!! sat was superstar finals!!
too bad din get the front row tix!!
but nvm, the performance was fantastic anw
my bf in it rmb??
DAREN!! ahaha.
i wonder if kel knows tat he's a superstar n not my beau
hmmm
anw i tink his performance was SUPERB!!
even better than usual!!
OUT OF THIS WORLD i'd say
he's really really really gd!!
wooot!!
he's cute, singing+ dancing is like god, charisma, tall, +++
he got the whole package!!
i literally melt when he appeared on stage

so when we know he's losing,
we voted like hell
i mean alot of ppl voted like hell...
we even smsed ppl to vote!! lol
my hp cannot see how many calls had been made
so i just kept calling
my bill is gg siao next mth

when announcing the winner,
i almost cried coz we tot diya's gonna win
then we so nervous til sjb
the face was shown 1st...
die le...so slim-must b girl
n when hair was shown
kj leaped up screaming!!
it's daren!! we just kept screaming!!
no more such live shows pls!!
my heart cant take it!!

b4 tat we went red carpet
nobody de... :\
those who are there are like weirdo-es
who made a new tv show called "NOW U CAN DANCE!!" @_@
HAHAHA!!
we laughed like sjb!!
yz actually shouted "welcome to s'pore" to the m'sia n vietnam superstars!!
gosh!!
thank god i jumped for cover
seriously, i only enthu cao ge!!
even more than daren perhaps!
he's sooo friendly and funny!!
he shook my hand!!
like WOOOOOOHOOOOO!!
*come back to earth*

presenting 3/4 of superstar gang finals!! qy,kj, ME!!
since it's a mdc event, we decided to do some acting ourselves!

the 2 main characters- US!

the location- the bridge where a lot of scenes are of couples talking, missing each other by a few mins, blah blah.. the plot- both very fan ppl... screaming to voice out the frustration

我借酒消愁... drunk on the bridge
or maybe daren sang toooooo well til i faint

committing suicide... T_T

you hua hao hao suo!!

kj HAVE TO save the cutie me!!

as for the ending, pls stay tune to the next season of episodes!!

will the beauty be saved?

will they live happily ever after?

2007-02-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

wheee!!
i drove quite far today!
from my hse allllllll they way to UBI!!
yup!
it's the route with 8362473264 turns
flying cars overtaking u all the time
and where the traffic police HQ is
it's rather tiring to drive!!
too bad i was guided

grrrrrrrrrrrr
it's bad on my part
i blocked water on msn
yaya
no surprise huh
i kinda against him in a way
but guess for the sake of a FREN
i unblock him to asked for help -_-'''
i feel bad to use water at this time
wasted water :p
dun be gan dong pls

exams pms coming
shoot!

2007-02-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

i hope to go suzhou...

hehe. a lot a lot of reasons!!

great meeting with dearies
but super tired...

2007-02-02T01:31:00.000+08:00

a big THANK YOU to all!!

for the care n concern
the advices
and understanding to all limitless rants of mine

let's all can go well now...
3 of them are nice ppl
but the sch is bad bad bad
i shldn't had stirred when she asked me to go

2007-01-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

uber cool to see peiai on bus!!
wheee~~
ah dai ah dai ah dai
but i still love her!!
hehe

anw went to get coloured contacts with yy n law
grey n brown!!
yeah!!

hei hei!!
i was feeling sick this morning
but i din know til i got home
i tot my swelling brain feeling is cause of flu
but seemed i was running a fever

hmmm... i feel so cramped for time!!
so will try to type as short as possible
tata!!

2007-01-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

i shld vow not to cab forever...
it's never worth it
did something stupid
ate flu med for cough
no wonder useless
drowsy drowsy drowsy :(

anw some ppl shld already know
i'm going guilin for 6mths for attachment
not so sure how i'm going to survive there
i'm really scared
wonder if i'll homesick
deariessick
familysick
schoolsick

after signing, i feel i will regret it
i feel things will change
i will miss stuff
but then, my guts feelings are always wrong
:]
anw my dad was FINALLY supportive of it
he seemed rather enthu abt it
as long as i not gg dong guan
he n mum will accompany me to go there at the start
he can come visit me when he's free as well
:)
after browsing the website of the com,
he commented tat it look slack
asked me to take it as a 6mth holiday
thanks ar
have a look!!
http://www.guilinadventure.com/

in the meantime... pls dun miss me!!
set up a new blog the whole period there
as well abt my preparation to go there

url: www.a-penguin-in-guilin.blogspot.com

can u all send me off?
can u all come visit me someday?
can u all miss me daily?
can u all get a webcam?
set up a blog and update everyday to let me read?
most imptly, can u all jio me out everyday??
i have less than a mth left in singapore...

2007-01-29T14:09:00.000+08:00

my crazy tutor...
she seemed so persistent to send me to china for attachment

how?!?!?
arghhhh
6mths leh!!!
i turned the dong guan's down
n was starting to feel at ease
now i have to reply if i wanna go the guilin's!!
omg!!!

fan fan fan

2007-01-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

boooo!!

i'm really useless!!
:(
if only i'm more capable
if only i can help out more in the proj
sry dudes!!

anw my driving of auto is t.e.r.r.i.ble
last when i drove auto, it's like 3mths ago?
not an excuse
i know :(
but i really cant believe i drove so badly
how come driving manual seems easier all a sudden??

mum is cute
when bro is ard
she wun let me drive
even thou bro is the 1 who initial to let me drive
citing that bro only start driving a few wks after getting license
but when he's gone,
she enthu me to drive
esp the manual car

cheers :]

2007-01-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

i failed miserably...

u even saw ppl drink water

the paper cup twisted and spilled everywhere!!?

then there's the photo taking where i look like crap

and and and!!

the worst is i mounted kerb while warming up

............

.......

....

.......

..........

.......

....

......

..........

.......

...

......

...

......

.....................

.............

.......

...

....

.........

.............

....

......

........

...

.......

I FAILED TO FAIL MY TP!!

thanks all for ur luck!!

even thou most are late

since my test start at 7.30 AM!!
grrrrr
really lucky!!
my tester is strict
no doubt about that
but he's in a freaking light mood
he was even whistling while i drove
like so relax while i stressed out

anw i took route 8

wtf!!

the route i loathe the most most most!!

but i admit it's not the hardest

but i almost mount kerb!!

again during actual test!!
ahaha

i wish i had route 1

the simpliest+easiest

but instead, it was granted to an arrogant and dao girl b4 me

and guess what...

she actually failed her s-course

mount 1 time not enough

she reverse, then mount 2 more times...

-.-'''

i guess she really is give up and anyhow drive

in the end, out of 4 ppl, i'm the oni 1 who passed...
-..-

10 demerits pt!! which i tink i fared pretty good enough!!

but was not ecstatic when i passed

had a tiff with mum in ssdc

ahaha

nvm le

got to know debbie(not 62A's)

poor thing

she cried when she failed

i'll be in her state shall i fail

her 4th time taking it

and she felt she shld not have the immed failure

i super dots when she want to complain

she think her circuit is better than me and she shld pass as well

(i had 4 demerits in circuit,she had 0)

her total is 30 pts

gosh

haha. anw i almost had the chance to drive outside!!

but i dun have the tri plate

-.-!!!

got a little "illegal" driving thou

inside my hse area

my family are very accommodating to let me drive

as long i drive SAFELY

and don't expect me to chauffeur u all ard!!

u dare to sit i dun dare to drive!!

either bro or mum had to sit with me when i drive

and cannot be too far

it's a rule in my family

finally i can change my home pg

i can stop refreshing

stop going such ulu place

take less public trans

WOOOT!
good luck to the rest!!

my route

my dream route

2007-01-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

let's have a game of GUESS GUESS GUESS!!(wo chai!!)

the suay kia edition!!

zhen de jia bu liao!!

1)what's worse than having a spoilt hp??

a crazy-network-laptop

2)what's worse than having a spoilt laptop?

tugging it ALLLL the way to sch n unable to use it

3) what's worse than failing a paper?

failing cause of careless n stupid mistakes

4)what's worse than careless mistakes?

doing more than needed-only need to copy directly-

5)what's worse than being late for lesson?

missing the bus by 2 sec

6)what's than missing the bus?
having to run for it n still miss it

7) what's worse than running for it?

shoe flying off into a puddle of water n foot on muddy ground

8) what's worse than shoe flying?

100million ppl watching it happen LIVE

since it's a special ed, the ans is all of the above!!

my suay-ness have more to come
this n more happened ONLY today.

not to mention more of the whole week

i'm able to wait for myself to hit a car

instead of a car hitting me

but i must think positive!!

negative+negative= more negative!
i hope i can

thanks for the tt03 peeps dere for me!!

who all made me laughed amidst my sobbing

ON A PUBLIC BUS

and yy there!! woot!!

u rawks!! lol

the gentleman who initiated to share his umbrella with me

when he saw i was not holding 1

my instructor who tried all means to make me smile my zillion watts smile

and edward for his crazy antics

i hope the sunshine can shine through

esp by tml!!

now i know how ah y felt 1 day before her tp!!

ahah

it's terrible + stressed!!

i felt obliged to pass in tml's attempt

i spent too WAYYYYY too MUCH on it

WISH ME LUCK!!

forgot to get lady luck!!

OMG!!!

lastly, showing off my smile!!!

2007-01-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

when will my luck change for the better??
how many ppl will do what i did just now??
body and soul pained
squatted at the middle of the road and cried
just couldn't care about how many cars past by
what ppl may think abt me

my feet are filled with blisters and blood
i just cannot take it
after 3 sessions of driving in a day
that's 5hrs straight
walking the entire amk central
from the old mac bus stop to new mac to kfc, central stage, sumo hse, amk hub and old mac
my legs almost gave way
when walking the long way back home
esp when i didn't have anything to eat for the whole day except for lynn's pineapple tarts

i didn't do all that for fun or for ppl to say me negatively
u tink i like it?
i just wanted to look for my friends to cele mandy's birthday
did i mentioned my hp was spoilt?
and i dunno anyone's no
not even on sim card
i cant even borrow hp from strangers to make any calls
how am i supposed to rmb other ppl's no?
when i dun even know my mum's?

supposed to be studying
but went for a "hike" instead

cabbed my remaining allowances for this wk
3 trips in a day
almost had a car accident
was at least 40min late for classes and driving
gonna get IPT attendance letter since i subconciously ponned today

can i at least have some recognition?

i'm already forcing myself not to cry
i dun have the time to
but i just cannot stop

2007-01-25T14:18:00.001+08:00

i wanna die.. but dun ask me why...
i think i will break down n cry

2007-01-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

boooo
now i know why my eyes hurt these days
i put the left lens into my right
and my right into my left T_T
took me so long to find out

after a much-awaited n needed long sleep
i feel better now
esp after ong poh leng commented i looked extremely pretty today!!
haha
anw, he's not blind
he got perfect eyesight i think

it's strange how puny tiny singapore is
edward is at ssdc as well
and only today i saw him
the reminising ai piah

just let me grow fat~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
RANDY CHUA MING DA!!
MANDY TAN BEE HWA!!

2007-01-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

urghhhh!!

just went over to yz's place to change daren's card

was given to me by qy

she saw i enthu daren n she didn't collect anw

now xin tong

the new card is soo sooo sooo....

no words can come out now :(

but it's still ok

my bf daren ma

hope some idiots can ask for this card n she give me the other

heh :X

mass sucides anyone??

her taste is really weird anw

she say this card is the best of the lot

but i -.-

took this since she STRONGLY recommend

of course since it's my bf

before i pass it to her,

i gave daren a super BIG muacky smooch!!

ahah

dun tell her!!

cause i was jk!!

i not so pervertic or enthu!!

from this:

to this :(

2007-01-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

if fan-ness can be converted into cold, hard cash,
i'll be the richest person in the galaxy
:[

i have to rant before i lose my sanity

today is like the worse day of my life
i forgot my hp in the morning, of all days~
WHEN I CONFIRMED NEED IT TODAY!!
mum had to drive me back

i was late for school once again
lesson was crap
my eyes became swollen cause of lens
i missed REVISION lectS
was pissed when i went all the way to mandai with promises to do proj
but ended up with nothing
how useless can i be??
IT is nt my fortitude
projs are all stucked up with no solutions
and next wk is submission date
test on the bloody fri
but i dunno wtf the notes are screaming about
my jap work is just piling up
with no end
my TP is on sat
yet i drive like shit
all are so urgent yet i just can do nothing right

and did i mention my attachment is going to ubi?!!?!
comfort driving centre
like wtf
don't NP office have a simple map of s'pore??!!
even a 3hr old kid will know yck n ubi is miles apart
bus trip alone need to change and take hours
and wtf can i do there?
help ppl refresh the bloody webpages??
and i'll be alone in that hell area

now i feel so pent-up with stress,
i just cant stop crying
partly cause the lack of sleep n i didn't meet dearies for days
it's been weeks since i watched tv
days since i had a decent sleep or meals
i really think i cannot make it anymore
i rather be failing in tests and exams then to be in this state
but i feel that i have a duty
to at least do well in studies

even ytd that si kenny said i din do anything for I&E
and i was super angry
i admit he did quite a lot
but he always din come to school and he didn't know what i did
but i simply dun wan to quarrel with that arse
i can jolly well give him lower marks
the event day itself he was not helping at all
i rather give kenneth higher marks
wtf

but other than that, ytd was superb!!
sold all the stuff!!
thank you everybody!!
and the 3 idiots from class giving gracious support
haha
i laughed til stomach cramp

weirdly, lilac's mood nowadays seem well... nice
he became friendly n caring again
even came to the stall to support
and was so shy since he's alone :X
perhaps he also think daren is my bf
n feel it's safe to be nice again

i go emo again :(

i feel like i saw this person before...
like i know him for the 19yrs
but i simply cant describe this feeling
hmmmmmm

2007-01-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

i need to earn some karma...
been terminating ants all day

it's verified that it's not my pm
but my dp that misled ppl into thinking daren is my boyfriend
cause non chinese asked the same qn
of only he's really my bf...
boooo

pls ti gong bo bi i can get earlier date
thanks yy :]

2007-01-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

temptations all ard...
kept my cool
did the impossible:
had body with my mum the whole weekend
but soul was preeeety away :]
I DIDN'T GO OUT WITH MY DEARIES THIS WEEKEND!!

but i benefitted!!
didn't have to spend a single penny n got a new wardrobe!!
haah. something was wrong with mum
she was armed with her credit card to swipe to the max
literally anything that caught my eyes was bought by her

9 tops
2 leggings
3 vintage belts

she even promised to buy my $200 levis
cause damned levis vivo dun have my size
another top with my fred perry bag!!
wooot!!
all my fashion lusts come true!!

she was really crazy -.-
salesgirls all said she very cool n hip
and of course... envy me =.=

actually i sponged her to stay home this weekend
but when she heard there's outings,
she ali me to go -.-
she didn't even mind me going out drinking
but i know the min i leave her
she will complain soon that i spent little time at home

i have my guai side :]

finally had hair done today!!
highlight and cut :]
sat til my arse stiff
kinda early isn't it??
and well... rebonding is not so inviting anymore
with straight hair, my face become x10 zoom in
everyone having rebonded straight hair's soooo UNoriginal
9/10 ppl have rebonded straight
thank god mine is wavy
all i need is to give it time to grow

off to do my report!!
tata~~
but before that, some pics!!

dearies 1 n 2!!:]
sunglassed *muacks*
diya n le sheng!! ~jump ard~ wooot!! ultra friendly!!
pity... but they will lost to daren dearie. aka my "bf"!! ahah.
aint i a supportive gf?? ~shy~
new hair!!
zi lian daooooo~~ i know u all are either laughing or gg to have nightmare of my face...

well... dun
1 more time!!
all for sake of ....

...

....

...

..my uber cutie bf!! haha...

til next time!! ~~

2007-01-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO GO J8 TML!!

like wth...
my guts feeling tells me that my emo is due to this
i cant go tml!! boooo
need to do my shopping...
1st time i'm so negative towards shopping

daren is oooo-so-ever-cute (as said by jia)
and we shared ooo-so-many-similarities

we are both born in 198x year
we are both pisceans
from NGEE ANN POLY!! (1st time i enthu NP)
we both have speakos
we both are not so guai kias
lee hom rocks to us!!
our fav colours are black and white!!
:]

wth...
just who am i trying to kid??
hummmmph
ok... i shall stop digressing/running away from the fact i have tons to work to finish up
:(

2007-01-19T12:27:00.000+08:00

~whack the spiders*
i think my laziness spread to my blogging X)

tue
sry to law for leaving him to do the proj. I'M SOOOO USELESS!!!
aq is so unlike me
he totally dunno the art of copying homework o.o
so i have to go to his sch to pass him stuff
wheeesh!!
1 hr flew like that

looked for qiuyun at amk hub AGAIN :)
had my disgusting hair treatment before looking ah jia
j was late AS USUAL- 20MINS!!
PSS2 girls show!! woot!!
was in carrie's fans area, but i dun mind diya or carrie since both have their charms n most importantly,
ANY OF THEM WILL FALL TO DAREN!! :]
live show is indeed so diff
their voice can be heard so clearly
good or bad u can instantly know
the atmosphere is damn infatuating
you can see the person IN FLESH!!

it's fun!! haah.
me n jia screamed when daren was shown on screen
we are SUPPOSED to support carrie
haha. everyone stared at us
uncles n aunties helped us shout/shriek for daren!! so cute :)
j got a stalker on his heels

supper is fattening T_T
shld had took 163
but missed 86 n 70 by minutes(WTH!?!?)
got followed by bangalahs

wed
woke up late=pon sch
met the 2 j and ug
ah jun overslept, UNSURPRISINGLY
bugis with elain
GUYZ SHOW!! OMGOMGOMG!!
daren!! we were shot on screen quite a few times.
heck
I'M NOT AUNTIE!! lol
i didn't exactly run for the tixs!!
so dun ask me to take free ice milo anymore

daren is soooo cute!!
we can see him so clearly!! glad we went early!!
had pics taken with le sheng n diya!!!
the female champ!!
as well as their autographs :]
coooooool!! they are very friendly!!

thu
orchard to see law cut hair -_-'''
kinda sucks if really wanna compare
but his head like that, give him beckham's hair also no use
guyz clothing are really hard to choose until u tried them on
good on others may not mean fitting on u

double js again
snacks/dinner
rush home to see daren!! OMGOMGOMG
my mum is really good at predicting these shows
she never got any 1 time wrong
she say daren will win!!
if he does u all must confer her as shen ok??
anw she more enthu pss than me -.-

result show is sooooo nervous!!
could just faint on the spot
i squeezed mr cow til its' eyeballs popped out
when daren got in i screamed, cried and jumped ard
lastly, i threw ah cow down the stairs
gotta prepare its' funeral now

good news are spreading like fire
daren got in
nat is out AT LAST, thou it took a tad too long
and kel asked if my dp is my bf
which goes to show me n daren got fu qi lian!!
oooops
guess my pm is too misleading isit??
kel said he's cute!!
auntie is li hai de wor!!

proj today cancelled since brendan is MIA once more
lol.
i very dots

seeing dearies everyday more than i see my mother n my family...
1 day with them > 1 week spent with family
typically spent my waking hours with them
while i reached home so late my family was asleep
MORE OUTINGS PLS!!

hmm... i tink i just wish everybody HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
to jenn
to gab
to QY!!!
:]

2007-01-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

daren is my bf!! haha. auntie hao li hai wor!! wooot!!

update fully tml ya??!

miss me in the meantime!!

2007-01-15T18:23:00.000+08:00

pls don't laugh at my never ending stupidity

on a escalator, thru a glare from the side of my eyes,
i noticed a girl who looked very like me
took me quite awhile,
to know that there's a mirror on the wall

sleep is never enough

2007-01-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

i'm emo-ing AGAIN!! i think very long didn't emo le

ever since jc ppl ended their a lvls...

my life seemed so wonderful

it all ended... cause of 1 person. tsk tsk

and 1 sky

IT RAINED!!

sentosa was cancelled

mum rebelled against me and dun allow me out

no more dinner tgt :(

went vivo ytd n today. mum pay!! nice.

today is my brothers buy 1st.

next wk is my turn to splurge!!

there's this restaurant at the 3rd flr.

hmm. great service, nice atmosphere, but kinda ex

it's something abt herbs cooking n the chairs there are pretty... out of place :]

ytd was far better...

i managed to time well and went to lesson right after all the intro n lamo

"budget" lunch with jo n grave
while they go for their site visit at the museum ;o, i went vivo to meet feng n shavonne.

shavonne changed a lot after she started working, ghost is about the same

watched death note 2, IN THE 1ST ROW, PAID $9.50 (WTF!!)

all for the cause of

him!!haha. the 1 tossing the apple... not the background de

he's shuai and his acting is pretty good!! for a jap...

anw my enthu in him was long gone when feng on my left was complaining he shldn't die blah blah and the grp of girls on my right was whining L shldn't die... like wth!??! i totally cant listen to the movie -.-''' it's a movie!! duh!! but even i don't like the ending... kinda crap n i detest those movies of betrayal, and all the characters died. how sadistic can movie makers be nowadays. it's like they have this belief: ALL MUST DIE!! -.-'''

anw, for this movie, i did fairly some research- by watching a few epds of the anime on utube. cant waste my $9.50 and twisting my neck for 2.5hrs w/o knowing wth is going on right?? but i found it quite disappointing

i missed gg to the arcade. this, i found out ytd.

feng can really scream at anything

we can really scream when playing

afterwhich i went to meet ug,shu,shiqi,silin n mich for wx bd...

but i left super early b4 the last bus.

that si shu...
scared me to death when she went missing.

cause she sent me to the bus stop b4 she went mia

if any1 were to attack her, it'll also mean the world's going blind

but she was merely locked out =.=
sry for the trouble caused!!
wishing wexin here a HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!

WOOOT!!

2007-01-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

wth! how piggish can i get?!?! booo. ponned sch and went back to sleep, all the way til now. almost 24hrs. though i did woke up for meals... thatz the worst of all. but guess what!! little ms piggy lost 2kgs!! weeeet!! but i still looked fat :(

AQ is so cute. he super enthu push up. so he forced me to do with him, while he helped me in my sit ups. lol. helped held the mirror for 1/2 hr so that i can pierce back, all the while looking away or squiring his eyes...

hmm.. ytd.. rained like no tml but i still went to meet the gang again... i'm not the latest!! :)haha. my mum, naturally not so happy -.- but she's not against. she very kan kai le. jap food then went amk hub for a walk to slack as well as to look for qy!! her working time is O.O everyday... full time. gosh. n we saw PM LEE!!! no wonder all of us are down on our luck... all these ministers!! haha. nah. saw him up close. with tons of followers behind him -.-'''

very xmj ytd... sorry guyz!! haha. esp to poor j. n to bread... i hit ur si hubby. sry sry :]
i miss all those screaming days where we screamed. for all reasons.
we got wet, we scream
rain got into our shoes, we scream
traffic becoming red, we scream
yes... we are that crazy n 38...
lol

tml have to self intro myself in jap class again... they not sian meh. wth!! i tink i will pon the 1st 30-45 min of class tml. cant bring myself to do all these lamo. hehe. anw sun is sentosa or ice skating!??!

2007-01-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

mon
kenny quarrelled with the I&E moronic tutor again... this time is serious. but i don't blame kenny... this tutor is full of shit and yet thinks he SOOOO smart... wth

to stop a pig from saying me treating them as sub-standard friends, i fulfilled law's dream n went pss recording. dun ask what got into me- didn't even watch or support anyone. but after this i support darren of course :) yy, eng seng n jarren went. darren waved here!! >.< too bad yz they all only went for the girls' part.

anw note this- we were at the kelvin's fan area cause we used his name to get the tix... i dun really like him de :]

it ended at 11.30 only... but since yy drove, we went a night tour of singapura island!!
mdc= north
changi village+ old changi hospital+ airport= east
for normal-everywhere can find nasi lemak, see ugly ah guas and some spook
mt faber=south
see see vivo!! haha.
clementi=west
took wrong route
after this, i felt s'pore is really damn damn small. from east coast to west coast, we went vroom vroom and it took like less than an hour?? had more fun since being 1 out of 2 girls, i get to sit infront while a pig squeezed between 2 guyz in the back... :]
time check when i finally sleep- 4.13am... =.= i can literally see my dark circles n eye bags forming...

tue

outing with usual gang. poor bread was early while all of us late. to make it up to her, i got a top from topshop n got an extra big bag for her to keep her stuff. it made her look more class than using the popular bag. but i was truly tired ma... booooo!!

i miss shopping+i blew my budget again :( i think i messed up ytd's outing. made them leave early with me since i got projecting :( heng elain also have to go home!! hehe. not my fault alone ^_^

love my nicks as long as it's given by u guyz!! yup!!

today
haha. lunch with crazy mirage. after all those talking, i felt so useless- cant help AT ALL -.-
it's only the starting of the yr :(
how come so much bad things are happening?!?

relations craps :(
exam pressure :(
test madness :(
project lameness :(
work predicament :(
presentation worriment :(
FINANCIAL despair :(
F.A.T.N.E.S.S :(
UGLINESS INVASION :(

just how much more sucky can a teenage life gets :(
all i can say is- cheer up everybody!! and good luck to myself... i'm sooo dead

my only alleviation is able to meeting all of u guyz almost everyday... just like in sec days T.T but i know this phase will pass. 1 fine day, we will be all busy to meet up, even for once a year...
anybody wanna watch death note this sat?? can see ghost n shavonnie... :)
cya all tml and on sun!! :)

2007-01-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

imitating each other on msn= haha-ing... omg... so many 5 yrs later ppl. haha.

thanks for treasuring me as much as i treasure all of u :)

meet every week? sentosa's next!!

2007-01-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

ooo. i'm typically spending my holidays and weekends at school. thats so damn pathetic and sick... i think i can drop dead soon!! being late cause my free lunch to fly away! :( and and and!! they think they can bluff me with the fake hp reception -.- got bread, j n jia... kj went off le T.T then grave came. i really xmj ytd... but i like leh!!

hmmm. cause my wedges almost killed me, i had to source for a pair of flats... and the lucky them have the honour to help me choose. we really walked the whole far east!! haha. but i really like this pair, cause all of them helped me choose de. even thou some of them just wanna jxx n walk less. grave wanna buy her perfume!! which she bought none =.=

another F.A.T session at mac. then we took 132 back... got my virgin bus breakdown.which i think really sucks... they cooped my $$!!! damn that blackie!! but thank god i found my ezlink just now... i really love u all!! all of u!! i really dun mind meeting every week!!

i want shopping and sentosa and and ice skating!! boooo. but i dun have time... so strike that off and make them needs pls!! can i have 4874328549hrs a day? with endless money dearies to spend!?!? i so fan...

oyes. since mum sent me to jcs to pay fees and they were closed -.- we went to the guan yin ma temple. and i got a lot regarding u know what... it seems that it's a good lot and it say my sickness will be cured by a gao ren... great... now i got a illness as well. =.=''' unless it's xin bing... then my curer shld be curers!! all of u are great docs to me!!

i'm glad u didn't block me!! just a normal friend's glad... :) time can heal...

2007-01-07T01:39:00.000+08:00

i think he's blocking me...

i really cant walk that same route alone in the night. i think the guy who walked up the stairs had a scare of his life to see me stand there like a ghost, fa dai-ing...

i said i won't cry, but somehow, it really hurts now... the glands won't stop working overtime T_T
if there's no friends like u guyz in my life, i think i can die right now, right here...

can i update tml? i need to rest and forget

:)

2007-01-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

shan bian de nu ren is back!! hehe. went in the end. poor me had a bad tan :( seems that they need more ppl. had a really really really healthy lunch. all of us are such A class actors -.- the min both teams scored a point each, we animously packed up for home and asked for our bian dang. act 2, NGs, n so on... we spent $3 entrance fee to go in and act. for 2 diff projects thou =.= and i stayed for only like 3hrs? got no idea how far/long i had to travelled. 4hrs back and fro. in my sick plight as well :( n before we left, we had a final gift to sentosa:

this: in honour of brendan

when on the sentosa bus... my mind just flooded with emotions... but somehow, i don't really feel so devastated :) it'll passed. i never met him face to face so far.

waited for grace at vivo. shopping spree!! but that slow poke proj so long til i went back 1st... haha. NO MORE CHOCO!! *evil*

anw a weird thing happened. heard from all the experienced relief teachers so far that after registering with moe, you HAVE TO go down to the school PERSONALLY to request to be their relief teacher. even the moe site said so. but i didn't do anything except to reg online. in the midst of my happy shopping, a sweet woman called me. north vista. tink is junxiang or a CS person's sec sch called me. but i had to turn them down. cause i do not have the damn time!! walao!! i want!! it's near my hse somemore. will moe blackmark me!?!?!omg. AK told me the woman called my hse b4 calling my hp... are they so desperate for me to be their RT? but sec sch, not so keen. i rather have primary :)

haha. saw hao ren at the busstop. he's still so... ehhh. short. haha. but not same stop. so heck. but i dunno why i got this feeling he shld be driving instead. haha.

i got this sudden urge to work. but i really doubt i'll have the time. i miss the ppl at refco!! boooo!! seeing all the rest having prob with admin job, i found myself extremely fortunate to work there-TWICE. it's was a chore to work of course, but at least life there was memorable in a positive way...

got shuai ge to ogre at.
nice ppl to interact with.

always have FREE GOOD food

can gossip A LOT!!

easy work

good $$

last of all- SUPER NICE PPL!!

not kidding. like when i was leaving, all of them had treats and presents for me!! when i worked for like only 1mth+?? not only that, they always teach me a lot and repeat a million times when i need them to. i made mistakes they wun angry, wun scold but teach instead. when i initially had no space, they cleared the meeting room for me while preparing a new table for me. then when they saw i need to move ard quite often, they make a new card key for me and 1 even gave up her toilet keys to me!! omg...

pls jia you ppl!! esp jia. it's oni 3 days!! i know ur work is really bad. but it's life!! hang on ya!?!? those ppl will have their retributions!! they cant treat temp like this!!

2007-01-05T10:40:00.000+08:00

bathed.
packed my bag
looked for the volleyball
thought if i shld go or not AGAIN
think shld go
applied my sun killer sun block
mum's not happy i'm going just to support my friends

in the end i think i better don't go.
really too sick for such activity
will be so damn late somemore :(

i'm such a shan bian de nu ren

2007-01-05T07:59:00.000+08:00

a little tag of love never fails to melt my heart <3 u guyz!!

stop fooling with my heart...

2006-12-31T11:24:00.000+08:00

i love the ppl ard me...

he's back :)

test test